RELUCTANT PRESS

though I wasn't yet a girl. Close, only a few days till the last minuscule evidence of my boyhood vanished forever.

But Cindy was right, I wouldn't be a complete girl for another month.

Pete and Scott walked us home, but Cindy wouldn't let them come in the house. Later, she promised. We had a heavenly good-by kiss.

Cindy lost no time in taking me to bed where she taught me more about girl-to-girl loving. It's satisfying and delightful, but I want to do it with Pete! God, it will be SO hard to wait! I want him in me SO badly! I want to enjoy what I used to give Cindy!

Well, it's late, and I want to look my best for Pete tomorrow. I hope Miss Werner doesn't make me read this! Oh...we had a note from the postman today. They're holding a registered letter for me at the post office. Cindy thinks it might be from Miss Malloy's lawyers about her estate!

Journal Entry: October 22, 1997

According to the curse, I'm no longer a boy. I could find no trace of my weenie this morning. God, does it feel weird to be so flat down there. I wonder if I'm going to miss it. Right now, I don't, but I'm afraid it might be because my girlishness is so new and exciting. What will I do if I eventually

miss it?

Well, today went easier than yesterday. Cindy and I didn't dress up so blatantly sexy. We wore plaid mini-jumpers and short-sleeved pink cotton blouses.

The guys were still interested, as was Mr. Drew, but the novelty had already worn off. Besides, Pete and Scott let it be known that we were their girls! No one wanted to contest their claim, especially when they saw us walking the halls hand-in-hand.

In fact, they escorted us to the Post Office so I could sign for the registered letter. It was from the lawyers!

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TWO LITTLE GIRLS

By JENNIFER SUE

I refused to open it; I'd promised Mother to wait until the four of us were together after supper.

Once more, Cindy refused to let the guys come inside when they walked us home, but the good-by kisses lasted quite a long time! Of course, so did the time Cindy and spent together afterwards!

After supper I nervously opened the registered letter. What a bummer. All it said was that I was listed in Miss Malloy's will and should be present Monday morning in their offices to have it publicly read.

Mom wrote a note asking that Cindy and I be excused from school on Monday.

I've saved the best for last. Pete and Scott asked Cindy and I out on a double date tomorrow night!

Our mothers said it was all right!

Cindy winked at me when they didn't see it. Enough said. Good night.

Journal Entry: October 23, 1997

Our date...how can I describe it without being lewd? At school Pete and Scott treated Cindy and I like queens. Again, Cindy and I were dressed alike, "for easy accessibility," Cindy told me with a giggle. We wore linen-look polyester skirts with stitched-down pleats, a back elasticized waist, and a side zipper. Teddy bears and roses were knit into our soft pastel cotton sweaters trimmed in mint scallops with a rose button front.

The guys loved our outfits!

They picked us up at 6:30, and we ate at Mickey D's...naturally. Then, we were off to the movies. I couldn't even tell you the name of the film. All we did was make out! God, it felt wonderful to have Pete caressing my tiny breasts! He knows they're still small, but my nipples really

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